What is chaos? Where is it? Does it have any power? What can it do? What does it cause? Everything that exists in the world has its important function. Everything has its form and purpose. Homeostasis gets messed up when I feel excited. I feel out of harmony. It makes me think what to do, where to go, and my heart beats stronger and the adrenaline's pumping too hard. I have to stop and be still. I have to observe and turn my focus inside of me.

Order is hidden in chaos. You can look at the chaos as a resource and create something out of it. It's a great potential, I shouldn't be afraid of it. I can create my own peace and satisfied life. I can rearrange the chaos, it only takes me to think like I was some kind of architect of my life. Everything needs a background. The light shines in the darkness. Even the little noise is easily noticeable when everything's peaceful and quiet.

The background is everything. I just need to be observant. But unless I create myself out of this chaos first, I will stay impotent and won't be able to create anything else. I need to be born out of this chaos first. I need feelings. The more I feel, the more alive I am. And what do I feel now? I stopped and observed what was going on in the bosom of my soul, what I was experiencing, I name everything its own name. I will evaluate everything until I have found what I was looking for. A new identity. A new man. A new ego.

The chaos is creative, it can give me more than I can imagine. The world is order. Order emerged from chaos...

What do I want to be? Who am I really? What should I do and what is my purpose?

The figures and backgrounds are intertwined. How do I look at the subject? Where do I stand?  Is my field of vision wide or is it narrow? Yes, the thirst arises in me but does it kill me? Or does it make me search for the streams of water? Will I be able to sort everything? To find the right background for the right figure? I need to concentrate on my urgent need. I won't let anything distract me and drain my energy.

There are many impulses and I am just one. The world is big but everything is inside of me. Nothing outside. I contain everything. I contain power and wisdom and beauty and life, and there's an order in me which is about to emerge out of my chaos.

Movement, movement and movement. I am alive when I move and when I learn everything that the world has placed in me to learn more about it and get closer to it so that I become one with it. An integral part of it.

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